Sunday, July 10, 2011

oh, you

sometimes i want to cry because i just wanted to know you were okay, and then once i found out you were okay i realized i wanted much more than that.  i miss you. every time you text me i feel like i'm 15 again and you're handing me a letter at lunch.  except when you text you're not saying you love me and when i read it i'm scared, not overwhelmed with happiness.  because i don't think you miss me and i'm pretty sure you don't love me with the same intense, excited, warm way that i love you.  and i want to tell you i love you but i know you might never text me again so i'm going to pretend like i'm just happy because i am.  oh my god.  i am so retarded.

BUT SERIOUSLY WHY THE FUCK DOES IT TAKE YOU SO LONG TO SAY THREE WORDS?  HUH?  CAN U TELL ME DAT SON?  god,  you make my heart explode.

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