beautiful

i love the feeling i get when i'm listening to a song that makes me think wonderful things about someone.  and they're right there with me when i hear it.  and my chest tightens and i can feel my face get red and my thoughts start moving all squiggly and wavy and confusing because i think they can hear everything in my head.  and then they look at me and i know they're thinking about me during the song too.  have you ever gotten that feeling before, you guys?  it's so amazing and scary! and intoxicating and warm.  i just adore that feeling.  i haven't had it in a while.  but i miss it.  i can't wait for that moment to happen again.